She Called the Hospital
If I were a better liar,
a better chess player...
If I had the type of mind
that sees social strategy
I never, even being so
very young, would have
walked into her office
and told her the truth.
They were the philanthropists.
They were brilliant.
They were lovers of men.
But me? My truth wasn't OK.
When asked whether it was
a matter of pounds or dollars
I should have said dollars.
Less exotic, more common.
It cost me the sort of chance,
the once in a lifetime
opportunity, that I carry guilt
for having already had too many.
Maybe it's not guilt.
Perhaps that's shame.
Either way, the redux is:
I'm a horrible liar.
She told me stories
of hearing Jerry Springer
in the background blaring.
In those days you could smoke.
That I didn't have a room
That they wouldn't give her
any information about me
gave rise to suspicion.
I called my bank and...
the machine voice told me
in so many words that
I had several thousand.
I left. I still could have lied.
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